| wow! life always changes |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|10:30 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | wow! | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my sisters room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  inspired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | colin and casey's cd | ] |
i find it funny how things tend to work out.... like how i wouldnt b here if i didnt decide to do my hw ( whic was a very long and endless fight against myself)... needing the computer i looked for a room i felt comfortable in, of course my room is nothing of the sort, so i decided to go into my sisters room(it makes my room look like the caddy shack) then i saw casey and colin's wedding cd,
by the way colin and casey are my idols, sure keep ur romeo and juliet or notebook. Even tho i wasn't evolved in any of the asking outs or porposles or nething, my sister was! and i was the kid she came home to in sudden urge to tell someone what just happened. so even tho i wasnt there, i feel like i was there to congradjulate them and to see them together, and i talk to colin about casey all the time neways..... ok only once however, i completely related to him and it was totally kool...
so if i didnt c the cd i wouldnt put it in... and if i didnt put it in, i wouldnt feel compelled to give colin my kudos. and i wouldnt have to try to tell him over livejournal which in essence made me sign in and remenise on the past and feel have to update my outdated entrys...
i realized that even tho life sometimes seemed like a lost wondering, church friends have alwase been " good" and they really have just made life easier and elped me through alot... i will alwase be confused on how a man can see an alchohlic bum living on the corners and still drink thinking that he wont end up like that... but when you think about it. In elementry school when we were all still innocent and foolish... we wall practically prayed we wouldnt skrew up and didnt even think about half the stuff we've done. y is it that wisdome crys to the street corners, and yet we still are too def to hear. i think thats a proverb, if not, i guess i made it up. life right now is good tho. just trying to stay on top of everything and not drown |
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| um, things i worry about |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
well this whole thing about who i hang out with is really frustrating. idk it just seems like theres certain people out there but i just dont really belong so much, i like hangin out with like church people cuz there super chill. but in school its repetitive and on going,..." it seems like the people that succeed the most are the ones that treat everyone else like nothing" and to tell u the truth im kinda envyous of those people. i kno its bad, but this whole nice guy persona just lets people take advantige of you. and i kno ill never change, it just wont happen. but what am i to do... also winterformal... this is frustrating cuz i dont think i want to take neone any more. i had someone on my mind and i swear i was really liking her, but i stopped myself short because of my own reasons..
y go if there is no girl to treat to... its like going on a date by urself...
church is kool
church people r kool.. |
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| " i hope we can still be friends" |
[Dec. 9th, 2005|07:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hear you me ~ jimmy | ] |
so a couple of things
i want to be able to date but not have a girlfriend, this is partly my fault for not asking others on a date, but i get this strong feeling that if i do, they just wouldnt understand...
me~" hey i was just wondering, um would u like to go on a date or something?"
girl~ " um im sorry i just cant handle a real reletionship rite now, we can still be friends i hope"
by the way someone told me "i hope we can still be friends" last week... we were never going out , in fact i was the one who didnt want to do it and i still felt like i was dupmed!! note to ones self... that phrase should never be used in anything. if your i big corprate guy, and u fire someone, ur never going to say " but i hope we can still be friends"
so im kinda lost in skool with friends. i just feel like no one really has anything really intresting to say. its alwase about stupid luguna beach, or like there own drama, i dont kno, but everything else it pretty sweet.
church is cool, church people are kool, |
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| blind faith |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|09:48 pm] |
so after church i went to this some what spiritual hike i was told about 15 minutes b4 church... winging my days seems like the best way to live my life. so the last hike i went on was very long n tiresome n even though it was spiritual it was also very hot n long, i admit it, this whole "faith walk thing" didnt seems to exciting.But knowing my sister i knew it would be somewhat fun. n i kno she wanted me 2 go even though she hiked with me.
when we got there,frank showed us this huge rock that was like 45 feet up n asked if neone could get above the peak... i just thought to myself" frank has finaly punched in his time card for coo coo town. then he asked us that ontop of could we do it blind folded after the fierce challange, we walk down this trail further away from the rock n he blind folded us.. i was first..after that frank grabbed my hands to lead me n i started following him," ok theres a rock infront of you, step over it...""feel that...its its poison ivy dont touch it." we reach this point n he told me that he i need to jump but first he throw a rock to let me no that if i over shot it, thats how far i will fall, quickly after this warning he assured me that if i fell hed fall with me,so i jumped, n made it... n got to the top, after we were all sitting down on this mysterious plateu. he told us to take the blind folds off. we found ourselves on a seprate rock above all the rest around it, including the one he challenged us with.." you did it, you reached above the peak of the rock see." GOD has a ironic way for us to reach our goals n destinations , but we alwase do n sometimes more, n all you need is faith in GOD... that hike was so inspirational n these things alwase allow me to be humble when living life. n having faith |
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| the rain & the last samuri |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|08:27 pm] |
sometimes when i watch a movie.. after i get this feeling.... like when i watch hook.. i feel all day dreamy n stuff.... or like fight club i feel tough n like im gonan give the beat down to the next person i see, which is alwase my sister so i never do( but i could if i wanted.
today i was watching " the last samuri" n after i watch it i alwase get the greatest feeling of like power but like delicat type of thing like, for the 4 hours after the movie i feel liek time is enevetibly long, n that this night will last froever.... it gives me the sense of deepness i think and like it makes life seem so much more nice...funny huh?
the last samuri-a movie that i rekomend.... |
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| high school romance |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|09:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustration but happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | randomes | ] |
ive decided that high skool reletionships is stupid,primarly because of my failed attempts to have a nice one, so ive put it into catagories.... theres basically 2 types....
1. the people that r alwase kissing n what not which is completely unnesseary n kinda korny... i blame this on hormones mostly...
2. people that rnt but say they r.... these people just like the title....
nething between is impossible at this age....
also another thing u get it grief from people.... n drama... its hopleess |
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| i have joined the livejournal cult |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
so this is my very frist entry for both of my attempts to keep a reall live journal... i basically have started this to be able to comment on my older sisters entry but i think that eeternally i will find myslef very intrested in the live journal conspiracy.... i have just finished the third of my buddy times which i have decided to gave the nickname for bible study....things seem good n the world....
Whats Nick Listening To Now You May Ask...
such great hights ~ iron and wine
man i used to be ~ k-os
the wrong way~ sublime |
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